Y las personas te persiguen, fuego que se enciende en tu interiores el miedo que te invade el cuerpo sin quererlo la mente razonó. Tus ojos se abren la fantasia ya no es divertida Tenés ganas de llorar y que alguien termine esta ironía ¿Quién me observa y conmigo camina?

Que te adoro sabrás, eso siempre será igual

MFM

no, todas las mañanas saben mal y me parece que esta pinta igual. El amor terminó y rompio tu corazón que te puede decir si mi vida va peor. Que te adoro sabrás eso siempre sera igual. Algun dias veras que nuestra suerte cambiará. Me quedaron dos palabras y tres penas sin curar. Las mastico con violencia trituro y te recuerdo, trago y vuelvo a comenzar.

LE LOVE

Relationships are delicate. Both people have to be on the same page. Both people have to be at the same point in their lives, wanting the same things. Cant have any doubts or reservations. Do something too early, and you can taint it. Jump in too quick, you can screw things up. Wait too long, it may be too late. There are so many other variables besides who the person is..you have to consider who they are now, who they will be in the future, if you have the potential as a couple to grow together..are you on the same page and will you continue to be?I looked at old pictures of me and my ex last night. They seem to have been taken ages ago. We have both changed so much since then, we were so young..we have grown so much since then..I don’t even know who he is anymore, and he has no idea who I am. We were compatible as kids just coming out of highschool who were able to share in the journey of the transition to college together..we shared in the joys of college life, but once we started to grow beyond that..well, who knows. That’s when we drifted apart..last semester changed my life; it made me open my eyes to the world, to my life, to my future, to who I am as a person. I am sure he changed too; he has chosen this mindset for himself and I have chosen this one for myself, and here we are at two separate paths, not connected whatsoever. We are past the transition from highschool to college, to the world of college life, what else do we have in common anymore? do we share the same view of the world? Do we view the same idea of how life should be lived?Dating someone new: he would hold me back..I think we both know it, and that is why this wont work. He will stay here, working, and I keep talking about my big dreams…we will both end up hurt..I will want him to come with me, and he wont be able to, wont want to..he would want me to stay in Pittsburgh, or even assume I would be moving back to Pittsburgh after New York, which maybe isn't the case. I don’t want an anchor right now, I don’t want to be tied down here..I need to go where the wind chooses to blow: make connections with people where I go, make new friends, settle when I feel most comfortable or return to my home in Pittsburgh if nowhere else seems like home enough for me. Only then will I settle, when I find out where I want to be or I become tired and weary and sick of looking because I have experienced enough and lived it well, had fun, had adventures, and am finally ready to settle down to a place of comfort..whether it be somewhere else or meaning a final return to Pittsburgh. I cant promise him anything. I cant promise anyone anything right now. I am scared to jump into a situation that will tie me down. That’s why I was so scared with my ex…I knew he would tie me down to this place, he was preventing me from spreading my wings. He was weighing me down and I felt the only way to remedy this situation was to carry that weight with me..I expected him to come with me on my adventures, but sometimes some weights are just too heavy to carry I suppose. I will have to leave it behind, I will have to leave him and the idea of him behind. And I cant expect to meet anyone within the next year that could possibly understand this..that could possibly comprehend that I am a rolling stone and I intend to be a rolling stone and I like it that way, I want my life that way. My ex was also preventing me from living my situation now, he was preventing me from living out this time in my life fully, with no reserves..I have lived and had so many experiences at THIS pont in my life, within the last two years, my college years, that I wouldn’t have been able to have had I stayed with him..I wouldn’t have wanted to be tied down, I didn’t want it then and I realize now it was a wise decision for me..I cant have a relationship right now, I am nowhere near ready to settle, to get married, I wont be until I know the PLACE I am happy at, and only then will I be able to plant roots. I cant do it now.It’s a shame, I am a walking contradiction…I want to be loved, I want someone to love and appreciate me, but how can you love a creature as fleeting as I am..I move, my character changes, I view the world differently each day..I want love, a relationship, comfort and yet I want to carry that comfort with me from place to place everywhere I go and it is not possible and I need to realize that, you can only choose one situation at a time. If I choose to settle with comfort of love before I am ready to, I will undoubtedly end up miserable later in my life, yearning for something more. If I choose to explore before I settle, I will feel accomplished and satisfied that I lived my life to the fullest and now it is time to make a family of my own, to raise other people, children to grow up and enjoy their lives as well. But only when I am finally ready to.

Estoy aquí para ti por si te interesa saberlo, tocaste mi corazón, me llegaste al alma cambiaste mi vida y todas mis metas . Me di cuenta de que el amor es ciego cuando me cegaste el corazón ;te conozco bien. He estado adicto a ti ,fuiste el único para mí ,me gustaría pasar el resto del tiempo contigo y te quiero, te juro que eso es verdad ;no puedo vivir sin ti.

Que hasta a veces quisiera parecerme a la mina que tu crees que soy, Para tener motivos, para vivir la vida, Para arrancarle un tajo de locura a esta miseria, De quererte tanto, Y no sirva de nada.

Vamos a decirnos adios, como se debe, sin rencor y sin duda de que es lo mejor vamos a brindar esta despedida con la certeza de haber vivido algo que nos cambio Aqui va esta por los dos y lo que nunca tuvimos, una bella historia de amor, que termino. Me diste tanto y yo me entregue pero hubo algo que no supimos ver Estan bueno despedirnos como habernos conocido Es tan bueno entender la derrota como fue luchar por lo que tuvimos tu y yo y se acabo por eso brindemos hoy Te pido no lo intentes mas la puerta se a cerrado busca tu felicidad en otro lado yo hare lo mismo y no te olvidare, siempre seras alguien que quise de verdad

Si está mal, como nunca lloraré Mientras tanto apuesto todo por saber.

Sin embargo yo, del otro lado de la vida, de las posibilidades, de un mismo colchón, soy incapaz de dormirme por no haber resuelto aún una crítica operación sentimental elevada a la raíz de ciertos recuerdos.

Preferiría seguir tu sombra toda mi vida, que estar asustado de mi mismo, preferiría no saber, es difícil descifrar algunas señales, porque estoy esperando cada palabra que dices, he incluso, si no quieres hablar, eso esta bien, porque no quiero nada mas que sentarme, e imaginarte. Estoy colgado en otro día, estoy colgado en las palabras que me dijiste, no hay necesidad de decir a nadie, iremos a algún lugar, donde el amor es mas que solo tu nombre. Te podría llamar cada sábado en la noche, y ambos nos quedaríamos hasta la luz de la mañana y te diría, ¿comenzamos de nuevo?, y mientras el tiempo sigue, siempre estaré. Se que es difícil para vos, y que el tiempo se va tan seguido como puede, y tan seguido como es, no se puede detener, pero el destino no puede romper este sentimiento, que siento, que te necesito tanto, que te amo. En todos mis sueños nunca es realmente como parece, nunca es como parece, entonces me abro y veo, cosas hermosas y otras no tanto, pero ahora lo estoy sintiendo aun más, porque viene de vos, porque sos un sueño para mí.